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8th-Dec-2011 08:52 pm - # 7
So, one of my friends posted her tarot card readings on her blog.

And I decided to do the same, and get mine. Apparently, they're pretty accurate, and I thought "why not?" right.

Like, let's do it just for entertainment. And also, because I had nothing better to do at the office, heee.

Below is the result of my readings.

Universal 6 Card Spread

Card 1 (The Emperor) : How you feel about yourself now  »
You feel that success and achievement are on their way to you. A man of significance will provide his support, perhaps your father, husband/partner or boss - whoever it is, he will give you steady support. You feel confident and able to influence people and events, as you have a great sense of your own authority. Expect promotion at work or achieving greater status in life. If you have been a victim of ill will be assured that you will win in the end.

- True. But isn't it everyone's desire to be successful? "Expect promotion at work or achieving greater status in life." >YES PLEASE! But wait.."HE"? Lagipun, my boss is a "she". dun dun dun

[The rest of the taroto cardo readings]

Card 2 (The Chariot) : What you most want at this moment  »
The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is success, to win and not give up the fight. You are successful and assertive in most things, or if you haven't quite got the success you want, you will get it. This is a time of movement and change - expect a journey relating to work, or if you want that car you've been looking at, go get it.

- Again, it's about succeeding. Obviously career is my focus right now. And yes, I kinda do want a car. Once I have better pay, and can afford to buy one. According to this card, no problemo, the car is mine. muahaha.

Card 3 (Judgement) : Your fears  »
You are afraid that the conclusions you've been wanting are delayed and fear any far-reaching changes ahead. Perhaps things aren't turning out quite as you expected for some reason - this is a period when your routine will be changed dramatically. Fear not, although events will seem to be moving at a real pace, any choice you make will change life for the better. If you are worried about any legal issues chances are they will be ruled in your favour.

-"If you are worried about any legal issues chances are they will be ruled in your favour." Dude, if you're talking about my -future- interview with the High Court Judge - are you implying I'd make it through and pass and get called to the Bar? GOD, MAKE IT HAPPEN!! *oi oi..still have to read and revise my notes, kan. gedik ar.

Card 4 (The Hierophant) : What is going for you  »
There is help at hand, just ask for it. If you are concerned about making the right decision there is someone with the right moral fibre that can help. You can receive Wise counsel and honest advice from a teacher, priest or parent, or just someone you have a lot of respect for. They are more than willing to help.

-Oh family. Dear friends. I know I'm not the best daughter/cousin/niece/friend you guys have, but thank you for always being there for me. Less than three. Less than three.

Card 5 (The Lovers) : What is going against you  »
Are you suffering in silence in an unhappy relationship or feeling very lonely? Do you have the courage to make the decision you really know you should make? You have a great sense of duty but are you happy? A difficult decision has to be made - have courage and you will achieve emotional happiness.

-I won't use the word "suffering". That's too harsh. *tearing up* Hahah, just kidding. I don't know. Honestly, not too worried about it. Everyone's time will come, when it's the right time to come. Not too desperate for a partner, but I kinda want to have a baby right now..? Like, I was seriously thinking of adopting a baby a few weeks ago. I wanna have kids.

It's my decision not to engage in a relationship. For now, at least. xP

* speaking of which. who else was bummed at the fact Robin's and Barney's kids were NOT REAL on the latest ep of HIMYM? Giler spoil! And the girl was pretty too, so is the boy. urgh..

Card 6 (Strength) : Outcome  »
Courage and self-belief is what you need to succeed. You may already feel overflowing with this, and if so there's no doubt you will achieve what you want with your career, finances and love life. If you are feeling negative, look inward for that strength and courage, you know you are capable of having self-belief and you'll reap great rewards.

-In conclusion?

Support + Love + Hard Work + Challenge + Optimism = Success.

Gotta say, they hit some points right on, but some left me confused. Anyways, these stuff are not to be taken seriously, by anyone. They gave great advise though. Ehhh overall, it was fun. :)

Tapi seriously dowh, mmg risau giler if I can't somehow successfully pass the interview to be admitted to the Bar. What's worse, I'm not even sure if I wanna do legal works anymore. Actually, I'm not sure what I wanna do. I've lost the passion and drive that I had when I first started, and what got me to pursue a law degree at the first place.

Haih...biasalah tu, dilemma memanjang.

I'm sure I'll figure something out, and make it through..one way or another.

Thanks, Daia! You started it. hahah. xD
17th-Aug-2011 11:09 am - # 6
Ha, been a while since I've posted anything here.

While on my way to work this morning, right...My mind decided to wander off a little bit.

It went to the time when my 3 uni best friends decided to teach me how to drive. I'm not sure what made them wanna suddenly do that at time, they were probably high that night or something, haha.

To cut the long story short, let's go straight to the point of the whole 'lesson" where I lost control of the car cause I didn't know which pedal was for forwarding, and which one was for stopping. And I almost hit someone's car. And apparently it was an expensive one too. Luckily I managed to stop the car at the nick of time.

That was my first driving experience. How old was I? 21? 22? I think. a LATE BLOOMER, I AM. haha

I remembered how Unni can't sit still at the back, her butt was off the seats, and was screaming and panicking and what not, whilst Syd sitting next to me was screaming "Brake, Na! Brake!". And Farid FARID FARID FARID - who was, I'm positive and sure this is correct, okay guys.

Farid was laughing. I heard a little giggle coming out of her mouth, she was happy. She was JUMPY. In such CHAOTIC MOMENT she was giggling by herself all the way.

Farid, go get your head checked, will you? xP

At the end of it, fortunately nothing happened. Everyone was alive, no expensive cars were hit or scratched, and GD (Unni's car) wasn't hurt.

It was fun. We should do it again! (not!) xD

I miss you girls so much.

Oh I still can't drive. Yup, still don't have a driving license... At 24. Yeah...


*this entry need to be organized, but I'll leave it at that at the time being. maybe later. maybe never.
6th-Jun-2011 08:22 pm - # 5
I love weddings.

It's a joyous occasion, celebrating the union of two people together or going to get together someday / of them willingly let themselves be committed and tied to their partner.

[Do I wanna get married?]One of my cousins got married, and another one got engaged last week.

Last week was an extremely busy week for myself, as apart from office work, there's all these 'kenduri' works to do.

I basically spent my time  dressed up for the ceremonies, cleaning plates/the floor, and of course, peeling and blender-ing onions / shallots / garlics (cause they're the easiest to do,lol). Can't cook, and won't decorate the house to avoid arguments with the eldest.

My fingers still smells of the three. Eww.

Still feeling tired, my body aches, sleep-deprived and hands are smelly.

To make this post less useless and random, I'm gonna post some pictures.

My cousin's

Okay, too lazy to upload or find pics in my phone, so there you go, only one picture. har har

Now, because this cousin who got engaged yesterday was of my age, you can kinda guess what happens after right? This of course, happens at every weddings or engagement ceremonies. So you know, I'm extremely used to be bombarded with these type of questions.

In summary:

Uncles / older cousins / Aunties to flawless moi: "Rawbabyoctopus, now that yer cousin's engaged, we need to know when's your turn?"
Rawbabyoctopus to aunty / uncle / whatevs cousins your'e not married/engaged either ( thinking : urgh I knew this bound to be heard some time today) : smiles "When the time comes, it will." smile some more

Ending this random / kinda useless entry with

Congrats cousins!!  :D
30th-May-2011 04:09 pm - # 4
Currently down with a flu.

Don't feel so good.

But still went to work, in fact is at work right now, obviously bored and abusing the working hours to pen down some thoughts here...haha.

Saw a tweet from @lyanalyst that she and her sister are painting her brother's room. And that reminded me of how not too long ago, I had thought of painting my room, but that never materialised.

Because of work.

And I'm not trying to make work as an excuse, but ever since I started working, I haven't been able to do things I want / need for myself, as it takes half day right, as I work 830am-5pm. Back from work, my body and mind are too exhausted to do anything.Not to mention there are clothes to fold and dishes to wash. My mom takes care of the house during the day, so the daughters (especially, tho not necessarily - Boys, learn to do chores please) have to take over for the night session right.

I'm frustrated with how my room looks like at the moment. So messy and unorganized, I bet if a guy comes to my house with the intention to take my hand in marriage, he'd let my hand go. haha!

Kidding aside, I have decided to set goals / things I need and have to do for my own good, and others..hee (time is not an essence,lol). In no particular order:-

1. Clean/ organise/ rearrange/ beautify my room;
2. Rearrange my folded / hanged clothes;
3. Learn graphic designs - like really really master the skill, okeyh;
3. Learn how to play the guitar. And piano. And drums;
4. Learn music composition / writing. After mastering no. 3, of course;
5. Quickly finish my pupillage and get my ass out to freedom, and stay away from this horrid hellhound;
6. Done with no. 5 - enjoy some quality time (a bit general, but still) with family and good friends - after that find a well-paid job and a happy place of working, so that I'd enjoy going to work, instead of dreading myself out of bed every morning, like I do now (almost every single day.);
7. Find more things to be put into this list. :)

I wish I had this as my bed room...

Edit : wow, entries two days in a row. I'm on a roll..!..? haha
29th-May-2011 09:07 pm - # 3
Can't help it, I have to address this issue. lol.

So, Super Junior-M was at the Malaysia National Youth Day Concert thingy yesterday in Putrajaya, performing, had a little bit of interactions with few lucky fans on stage yada yada, everything was fine, everyone was happy. Henry don't wanna leave Malaysia... (cue the "Awwwww"s). No issue there.

The issue surfaced after the concert was over. Dissatisfaction felt and it was conveyed through.. where?


I know, nice choice right? Maybe this person has never heard of fan wars before. Ah twitter, the medium of choice by many.

Long story short - Fan wars ensued right after and hell was let loose.

[ARTIS MALAYSIA YANG MEREPEK]Siwon - "Eating your hearts out,suckas" lol

For those in the dark (I found out just now too,lol) basically what happened was a few of Malaysia local singers/artists/hosts whatever who cares expressed that there had been double-standard treatment by the Organizers of the show. It's not about fancier dressing room or better sound system than the other or better pay or greater stage.

It was about using the... TOILET.

Apparently this one member of a band, let's call him R (to protect his privacy,hee) really gotta go do his business, but as he got to where he should,the securities (or some people) stopped him from using that toilet as that washroom (toilet sounds vulgar to me to use here now that I'm writing this,huhu) is reserved for the members of SJM so they directed him to go to the other washroom situated a teeny wit bit further than that area.

And so, he released his anger on twitter saying how it was hard for him having to use the other washroom, how can there be double standard like this when he's a Malaysian, etc etc.

I mean, the man has a point, when a you gotta go, you gotta go, true? Nothing can stop it. It'd be a disaster if he couldn't get to the place on time right? And fine, maybe SJM had received special treatment more from the Organizer.

But so does Beyonce, Paramore, All American Rejects, Wang Lee Hom, Jay Chou, all the International acts who had performed here would have been treated differently /  better, and in my mind, it's simple. It's because they pulled the larger crowd. SJ-M - the audience - half if not ALL who came that night were ELF right?

I'm actually tired of hearing how local artists constantly complaining about how come Malaysians won't support the Malaysian music scene as much as the Internationals. We are supposedly "supporting those who had colonized us before" or "we are letting them take over our future youths' mind, soon they will forget their roots, where they come from" or "Malaysians have been westernized (or in this case Koreanized)". (Although I did raised an eyebrow to the decision of getting SJ-M to perform on our MNYD Concert, but whatevs you know).

Instead of just complaining right, why don't you steal learn the marketing strategies behind all the glitz and glam and look at the qualities or skills they used i.e what is this training concept, their cool dancing, charming personalities on variety shows, efforts to learn etc so you can cater the audience, influence them to your side of the line.

On using the washroom, really? Grow up.

Honestly when I first heard about this, one word came flowing through my mind instantly - BUTTHURT.


p/s: R's fellow artist friends and Mr. R himself - come on, you slammed SJM / their management and whatnot, you're mad the fans are going after you? Should've seen it coming, really. And please, calling names / saying the fans  are like "barking dogs" and "illiterate" or stuff like "If you don't like what I/am said / saying to you just unfollow me" are not doing any good for your future you know.
Edit: ELF on the other hand, control your anger and please don't use vulgar, inappropriate words, it's not mature and definitely not civilized to be acting as such, okeyh.

26th-May-2011 10:03 pm - # 2

Came across this one journal entry by my "boyfriend" who I will not name (lol) -

-"Remember when we were just kids. All we had to do was worry about coloring inside the lines. It's not so different nowadays...only the lines are everywhere and we're running out of colors."-

True. It was so easy and simple back then.


If you can't use a colour pencil, use a crayon.

(not sure how it got to this point, the beginning and the ending is just... Hmm... hahah! but that's just how I feel right now.)

photos: dreamstime.com / brainstuck.com
24th-May-2011 07:50 pm - # 1



Need to cheer self up.

I guess I can start by
staying away from people with negative attitude.
17th-May-2010 04:54 pm - An Introduction

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